Terrace Bay... a day to remember
Got through MDI. Good news. But lots of problems at office. that's the bad news. leave the crap apart.
Had a rockin time today at Terrace bay. An awesome party with all the firang frndz of mine. Tried beer with the pipe thingie which was awesome. I guess i might try the same at MDI. Not sure but i guess i'll treasure this party for sure. Had a nice ball dance with Lisa. Had a nice chat with Gwen the french girl at alliance fraincaise. Everything was good about the night. Lots of memories to keep. Karthiga was good. I was dressed up as the pirate ala pirates of the carribean like Johnny depp. It was good dressing up acc to some theme for all the flats. The greek godesses were awesoem as well. everyone was really well dressed and the party brought some sense or meaning.Yang sang a chinese song which was really great. i know how much he practised for that song. it was really good. Everythng else is memory. Signin off on a high.......
Defeated...........
Well another round of applause for all the defeats or rejections!!! Got rejected everywhere except mdi where i'm waitlisted. Would convert it i guess. But all my efforts are down the drain. Nothin euphoric or ecstatic about the past 8 months. Always happens with me only. Not sure about this but i'm pissed off about exams now. Can't even think about them. No plans of Loans or laptops now this year. Read somewhere that if you are to win then the whole world conspires for your victory. Guess the whole world didn't in my case. Can't see anything big waiting for me as everyone say after a failure. I'm not even sure about my path now. My mind is blank as a white paper. Can't think about anything.
Miserable
Time doesn't seem to fly away. In fact its going at snail's pace. The results aren't out as yet and the ongoing conflicts of opinion between the government and the judiciary is causing a lot of pain to the student community who are awaiting results. Man i wish something could happen so that the results are out on 12th itself. I just can't wait. The wait is frustrating and i'm not able to concentrate on my work. My mind has become numb. It won't think much. It ain't interested in anything. Life which used to be exciting every moment a few days back has suddenly become something where every moment is dreadful. I donno how many times i gaze at my watch. I'm not able to make any decisions for my career. Everything is dependent on the results. Lesson learnt that u should never be dependent on one single thing. It just makes the whole life a mess. how i wish i was out of this mess. I'm asking my friends for tips on how to make life interesting. This part of life just sucks. The only interesting that i've done in the last few days is to watch the movie pursuit of happyness. Fabulous performance by will smith. A hard hitting movie though but it was nice.
Taking from the movie, i can call this part of my life as miserable. Would post more whn i got nothin better to do.
History repeats but at a later stage.........
Sorry !!
We are sorry that your candidature could not be considered for
admission to the programme for which you have applied to XLRI.
This performance of yours is not a complete indicator of your full potential.
However, we thank you for your interest in XLRI and its programmes.
... Chairperson, Admissions
Its been quite some time since i last posted. I've been promising myself that i would blog all that happened in the past few months. Its been an exciting journey at franatic pace. Managed to get that lone iim k call. Have also bagged xlri call and mdi. Gave the interviews and am waiting right now for the results. To start off, i'll post all those experiences in bits coz i don't want to lose all those details. I want em to be as descriptive as possible. And yeah i've started zoomin to destinations in flight with my hard earned money. Guess always the first flight is sweet. More so if its with your own money. But now i got used to it. I will jot down that experience as well sometime later. I've stored all the billets. I've also attended the Iron Maiden show in bangalore. Would post that experience later. Guess all these experiences require a separate post. I'll also change the look of my blog sometime. Its been sometime since i coded. Back to good ol days when i used to look at the source code of different websites and learn html. I guess i'll do that and hone my skills at coding. I guess it would be the only coding that will be satisfying for me. Haven't done any coding till date, to understand what is a software job like. Guess i'm not for software coding. Anyways who gets to code nowadays. Its all maintanance projects that rule the it industry. I've deviated from the theme of the post again. Lots of interesting posts coming up in the near future. watch this space for more action. Maaaaaan i've got used to writing formal mails and i was about to conclude the post by writing regards XXx. That's something i need to take care. Too much of formal work culture could hamper your personality and bring in that artificial stuff in you. Need to maintain that fine balance between work and reality. That' s it for this post. Signin off.....
No title for this....
3 more days for the euphoria to set in. I'm excited, nervous and every other emotion that is possible. Not sure how things will turn up on the D day. How uncertain future can be at times? I guess this uncertainity is the beauty of life. You keep on guessing what's gonna happen next. Its a gamble which is legal. People do say that gambling is a vice but its teh same thing which everyone does at almost many moments of life. We're used to gambling but with our decisions. To cut the crap, i wanted to post and so i'm posting. Last one week i've been enjoying and relaxing like hell. Am not even bothered to open those books, papers which i was doing since some time.
For a change i'm liking my work. I'm not able to express it but i like it. Though i don't know what do i call my role. I'm puzzled when someone asks me what is the role you are currently doing. Food for though huh!
I'm listening: Another brick in the wall by Pink Floyd.
Recreation.......
It was a good day today. Something after a long time. Saw the movie bommarillu after quite some time. This movie was alluding me since some time and today i managed to grab the tickets and watch the movie. Its a feel good movie. Didn't feel like studying much today and hence the result of turning myself to some recreation. Should get back to normalcy as only a week more is left for the D day. Hope to revise and make the best use of the time. For the record, i'm planning to join the gym. Searching for a nice gym in & arnd my place.
I'm listening: Bommarillu songs.(nostalgia)
